3- This is my confession

Val POV

The more time I spent with Beka, the more I liked her. She was different, and unique. Yeah she had her insecurities that I saw about herself but she was rebellious and outgoing and I really liked it. But I could tell her and dad's relationship was a bad one. I could tell she was hurt about it. When I saw him and her arguing, he said something about getting men, and all she did was walk off. I could tell that hurt her. When I saw her on the bench alone, she looked sad and hurt, which made made me sad. During the water break I couldn't but stare at her. She happened to look up from her clip board and saw me and smiled. I smiled back and made my way over to her. We talked for a bit. I wanted to find out if she was ok. Then I heard a scary forceful voice.

"Filppula water break done, lines NOW"

Crap, well I skated away, and did my suicides. It seemed like forever. I'm quads were killing me as I skated. I happened to look over and saw Babs talking to Beka. It seemed heated, because I heard her clipboard slam to the ground, and her walk through the tunnel. I finally got to stop and before I knew it practice was over. Beka never came back. I was kinda worried about her. I didn't know if she was the type to do something crazy. I got changed and had to find her and to see if she was ok. I looked all over for her. I looked in the trainer room, i looked in the office,everywhere. I finally gave up. as I was walking through the visitor locker room I heard crying. I went to the showers only to find Beka sitting there with makeup running down her face.
"oh, hey Val" she said as she wiped her tears away
'hey"
"What are you doing"
"I was actually looking for you"
"why"
"because, I saw you storm off, and I wanted to check on you"
"well thanks, but I'm fine"
"are you sure, you don't look like it"
"Val, i don't want to involve you with my issues"
"what if I do though"
"why would you want that"
"um, I don't know, maybe I like you"
Her head turned as she wiped her tears away.
"Val, I'm not a good person"
"I think you are"
But Ive done stuff to bring shame to my name, believe me you don't want a girl like me"
"what do you mean"
she wiped her eyes again
"My dad just thinks of me as this slut, and rebel, yeah Ive gad my slutty tendencies, but that was back in college"

I just looked at her spilling her heart out. I saw her insecurities come out. It was her dad. Her dad talked down to her, treated her as if she was a reject. She was trying her hardest to win him back, but it just wouldn't work. As I stared into her eyes and looked at her full mouth. I just had to kiss her. I just leaned in and gently kissed her. She brought her hand up and cupped my chin. She was such a great kisser. If she was this good of a kisser, I wondered how good in bed she would be.

As we made out. She made her way on to my lap, as I cupped her ass. She wrapped her her arms around my neck. She definitely knew what she was doing and she was good at it. I held her body close to mine. I didn't want to let her go. Ive never had strong feelings like this for a girl. Even when I dated Heidi, I waited a couple of dates to even kiss her, let alone have her sit on my lap, and me feel her up. Actually I think Ive never done that with any girl. But Rebekah was different. i don't know how, she just was. As we separated, breathless, a smile came over her face,and mine too.
"so what makes you think I dint want to be with a girl like you"
She laughed and got up off of me.

As we walked out of the lockeroom, everyone was gone, and Babs was waiting for her in the car.
"well I guess Ill see you tomorrow"
"yeah, unless you wanna come over and watch a movie"
"Yeah, Id like that"

My POV

As I got into the car. I could tell my dad was pissed. He was just sitting there staring ahead.

"so what was that about" still starring ahead
"what"
"you and Filppula"
"well, after you embarrassed me in front......."
"don't talk to me about embarrassment, think you've done enough of that for the both of us"
"you know what, I cant take this" I said as I got out of the car and just walked off.
I was kinda expecting him to at least try to get me to come back, but he didn't, he just drove off.

I had no one to call but Hannah, Jon's girlfriend, and my bbf. Her and I played hockey back in high school, and college, Until I went off to University of North Dakota. She knew what I had done, And she never judged me because she knew I wasn't like that anymore. She was just always there when the others weren't. Well we went to pick up my car, and found out it wouldn't be ready till tomorrow. Which left early in the morning for Dallas.

Well I couldn't stay at my house right now. It just wouldn't be good. So I grabbed some clothes and toiletries, quickly. I felt bad for my mom, she had to deal with our constant fighting, and me leaving constantly. But my mom knew when things got like this, it was better if I just went away for a couple of days.

When we got to Hannah's house. I saw bunch cars, and thought oh crap, I'm gonna have to deal with people. When i walked in, I saw Jon, Jiri, Darren, Derek, and Val all sitting around watching TV. I walked down the hall and up the stairs and quietly and unnoticed as possible. As I put my stuff in the normal room where I stayed at when things got like this. I sat stuff down and got the situated , for the nest days.

"hey" I heard a deep manly voice
I turned to find Val standing in the door way
"hey"
"so what brings you here"
"I really don't want to involve you"
"Involve me with what"
"With my crazy screwed up life" I said as I unpacked my stuff, he just sat on the bed, where I probably slept more then I actually slept in my bed when I came home.
"your life isn't screwed up"
"Val, you don't even know"
"yeah, i know a person whose life is screwed up, they don't admit that its screwed up"
I laughed.
"I guess, i just don't understand, what have I done to my dad. Well I know what I did, and I have apologized, so many times, I just don't know if I will ever get his trust back"
"may I ask what have you done"
"well Ive had pictures taken of me partying hard, Ive been known to sleep with guys, and getting fired for jobs where I slept with a worker, I got kicked of U of M's Hockey team for sleeping with the captain of the guys hockey team, "
He had this look on his face like a stone.
"and that's not even the half of it"
"you've done more"
"yeah, so you can go and run away now, I wont be hurt" I said as I placed my toiletries out, I knew I was gonna be there for a couple days. I turned around to be met with Val's lips. He held my face, and gently kissed me. I had to kiss him back. Out of all the guys Ive kids, he was hands down the best. He wasn't slobbery or messy, just gentle, but I still could taste the sparks on his tongue.

He pulled away, and my lips were still in a pucker position.

"Rebekah, I'm not gonna run away and hide, i really like you and want to get to know you, and your not like any girl Ive ever met, I like that, who cares about the past, because I don't, that's why we call it the past"

I was speechless, no guy has ever said that to me. The usual response, is either they get me back in bed, or they run away and never call me again. I wrapped my hands around his neck, and brought my lips up to his. As I slipped my tongue in his mouth, He brought his hands down to my ass, which made me kiss him harder. We made out till we heard someone come in the room.

"eckhem"
We turned around to find Hannah standing there.

"I just wanted too wee how you were coming along, and it looks like your coming along fine" she said as she left and went down stairs. We both looked at each other and laughed.