Monday, May 31, 2010

3- This is my confession

Val POV

The more time I spent with Beka, the more I liked her. She was different, and unique. Yeah she had her insecurities that I saw about herself but she was rebellious and outgoing and I really liked it. But I could tell her and dad's relationship was a bad one. I could tell she was hurt about it. When I saw him and her arguing, he said something about getting men, and all she did was walk off. I could tell that hurt her. When I saw her on the bench alone, she looked sad and hurt, which made made me sad. During the water break I couldn't but stare at her. She happened to look up from her clip board and saw me and smiled. I smiled back and made my way over to her. We talked for a bit. I wanted to find out if she was ok. Then I heard a scary forceful voice.

"Filppula water break done, lines NOW"

Crap, well I skated away, and did my suicides. It seemed like forever. I'm quads were killing me as I skated. I happened to look over and saw Babs talking to Beka. It seemed heated, because I heard her clipboard slam to the ground, and her walk through the tunnel. I finally got to stop and before I knew it practice was over. Beka never came back. I was kinda worried about her. I didn't know if she was the type to do something crazy. I got changed and had to find her and to see if she was ok. I looked all over for her. I looked in the trainer room, i looked in the office,everywhere. I finally gave up. as I was walking through the visitor locker room I heard crying. I went to the showers only to find Beka sitting there with makeup running down her face.
"oh, hey Val" she said as she wiped her tears away
'hey"
"What are you doing"
"I was actually looking for you"
"why"
"because, I saw you storm off, and I wanted to check on you"
"well thanks, but I'm fine"
"are you sure, you don't look like it"
"Val, i don't want to involve you with my issues"
"what if I do though"
"why would you want that"
"um, I don't know, maybe I like you"
Her head turned as she wiped her tears away.
"Val, I'm not a good person"
"I think you are"
But Ive done stuff to bring shame to my name, believe me you don't want a girl like me"
"what do you mean"
she wiped her eyes again
"My dad just thinks of me as this slut, and rebel, yeah Ive gad my slutty tendencies, but that was back in college"

I just looked at her spilling her heart out. I saw her insecurities come out. It was her dad. Her dad talked down to her, treated her as if she was a reject. She was trying her hardest to win him back, but it just wouldn't work. As I stared into her eyes and looked at her full mouth. I just had to kiss her. I just leaned in and gently kissed her. She brought her hand up and cupped my chin. She was such a great kisser. If she was this good of a kisser, I wondered how good in bed she would be.

As we made out. She made her way on to my lap, as I cupped her ass. She wrapped her her arms around my neck. She definitely knew what she was doing and she was good at it. I held her body close to mine. I didn't want to let her go. Ive never had strong feelings like this for a girl. Even when I dated Heidi, I waited a couple of dates to even kiss her, let alone have her sit on my lap, and me feel her up. Actually I think Ive never done that with any girl. But Rebekah was different. i don't know how, she just was. As we separated, breathless, a smile came over her face,and mine too.
"so what makes you think I dint want to be with a girl like you"
She laughed and got up off of me.

As we walked out of the lockeroom, everyone was gone, and Babs was waiting for her in the car.
"well I guess Ill see you tomorrow"
"yeah, unless you wanna come over and watch a movie"
"Yeah, Id like that"

My POV

As I got into the car. I could tell my dad was pissed. He was just sitting there staring ahead.

"so what was that about" still starring ahead
"what"
"you and Filppula"
"well, after you embarrassed me in front......."
"don't talk to me about embarrassment, think you've done enough of that for the both of us"
"you know what, I cant take this" I said as I got out of the car and just walked off.
I was kinda expecting him to at least try to get me to come back, but he didn't, he just drove off.

I had no one to call but Hannah, Jon's girlfriend, and my bbf. Her and I played hockey back in high school, and college, Until I went off to University of North Dakota. She knew what I had done, And she never judged me because she knew I wasn't like that anymore. She was just always there when the others weren't. Well we went to pick up my car, and found out it wouldn't be ready till tomorrow. Which left early in the morning for Dallas.

Well I couldn't stay at my house right now. It just wouldn't be good. So I grabbed some clothes and toiletries, quickly. I felt bad for my mom, she had to deal with our constant fighting, and me leaving constantly. But my mom knew when things got like this, it was better if I just went away for a couple of days.

When we got to Hannah's house. I saw bunch cars, and thought oh crap, I'm gonna have to deal with people. When i walked in, I saw Jon, Jiri, Darren, Derek, and Val all sitting around watching TV. I walked down the hall and up the stairs and quietly and unnoticed as possible. As I put my stuff in the normal room where I stayed at when things got like this. I sat stuff down and got the situated , for the nest days.

"hey" I heard a deep manly voice
I turned to find Val standing in the door way
"hey"
"so what brings you here"
"I really don't want to involve you"
"Involve me with what"
"With my crazy screwed up life" I said as I unpacked my stuff, he just sat on the bed, where I probably slept more then I actually slept in my bed when I came home.
"your life isn't screwed up"
"Val, you don't even know"
"yeah, i know a person whose life is screwed up, they don't admit that its screwed up"
I laughed.
"I guess, i just don't understand, what have I done to my dad. Well I know what I did, and I have apologized, so many times, I just don't know if I will ever get his trust back"
"may I ask what have you done"
"well Ive had pictures taken of me partying hard, Ive been known to sleep with guys, and getting fired for jobs where I slept with a worker, I got kicked of U of M's Hockey team for sleeping with the captain of the guys hockey team, "
He had this look on his face like a stone.
"and that's not even the half of it"
"you've done more"
"yeah, so you can go and run away now, I wont be hurt" I said as I placed my toiletries out, I knew I was gonna be there for a couple days. I turned around to be met with Val's lips. He held my face, and gently kissed me. I had to kiss him back. Out of all the guys Ive kids, he was hands down the best. He wasn't slobbery or messy, just gentle, but I still could taste the sparks on his tongue.

He pulled away, and my lips were still in a pucker position.

"Rebekah, I'm not gonna run away and hide, i really like you and want to get to know you, and your not like any girl Ive ever met, I like that, who cares about the past, because I don't, that's why we call it the past"

I was speechless, no guy has ever said that to me. The usual response, is either they get me back in bed, or they run away and never call me again. I wrapped my hands around his neck, and brought my lips up to his. As I slipped my tongue in his mouth, He brought his hands down to my ass, which made me kiss him harder. We made out till we heard someone come in the room.

"eckhem"
We turned around to find Hannah standing there.

"I just wanted too wee how you were coming along, and it looks like your coming along fine" she said as she left and went down stairs. We both looked at each other and laughed.

Monday, May 24, 2010

2- Insecure

Vals POV
I looked for Beka all over. I looked at the table where he had been sitting, I looked up in the balcony, I even had a girl look in the restrooms for me. Beka was no where to be found. I was getting tired, and the whole club scene was definitely not for me. So I headed home around 12:30. As I was driving, I kept replaying the kiss over and over, and over again in my head. It had started to rain so, I had to minimize my speed a little. As I was driving, I saw this car that looked like Rebekahs, and a figure that looked like Rebekahs too. As I passed it, I saw, it was Rebekah. I couldn't just leave her out here. If coach found out I did that, I would be doing lines for the rest of the season. So I turned my car around and headed in her direction again.

As I pulled up, she was drenched from the rain. and I could tell she was extremely cold, since it was December.

"Rebekah"
"VAl?"
"what are you doing?"
"ummmm, well, funny story, my car well, it died"
"did you call a tow truck?"
"yeah"
I knew I was gonna do something stupid, but I couldn't leave her out here.

"Get in the car"
"no, I'm fine, go home you have an early practice tomorrow"
"Rebekah, get in the car, before I call your dad"
"fine"

She made her way over to my car and got in. She was soaked. Her beautiful curls were now droopy and wet. Her eye makeup was running down her cheeks, and her shirt she had been wearing was now covered with water. Even with her like this, she still was so beautiful.

"thanks for stopping"
"no problem, if your dad found out that I had left you out here, I would be skating lines for the rest of the season"
"ha ha, yeah, that's my dad"
She sounded very sarcastic about it.
"is there something wrong"
"no, well...kinda"
I knew I was gonna probably not like this, but I had to know more about this girl.

"What then"
"he's always pushed me, and pushed me, I mean, I had to be the best girl on my hockey team growing up, I had to be perfect, at everything, perfect shooter, perfect skater, perfect at everything"
wow, someone else like my father.
"well how did you handle it"
"I just rebelled against him in little ways"
"like how?"
"like highlighting my hair, and getting a belly button piercing, or getting this Red Wing tattoo on my foot" She said as she pulled her foot out to show me
It was very very cute.

We sat in the car for about an half hour just talking about everything. From me competing with my brothers, to her coming to Detroit to possibly make her dad happy with again. Finally the tow truck came. As I got out with her, I saw this guy was so dark weird looking. There was no way I was letting Beka ride in the same car as him.

"are you gonna need a ride back to your house" the weird guy asked.
Before she even had to time to open her lips I had already spoke for her.
"no, Ill be giving her a ride home"
She looked up at me and gave me a look.

As we got into the car, her look was still there.

"what was that for"
"there is no way I'm letting you ride in the same car as that creeper"
She laughed.
"well thanks"
"your welcome"
"so where do you live?"
"well I'm with my parents, sooooo..."
"so drop you off at your dads house"
"yeah, I don't know if its a good idea for me to go home tonight"
I knew I was really gonna be regretting this.
"soo do you want to stay with me tonight, Ive got three spare bedrooms"
"are you sure?"
"yeah, its fine"
"OK"

When we got to my house, it was weird bringing a different girl home, especially since she wasn't my girlfriend and sadly I knew she wouldn't be sleeping in the same bed. I showed her to her room.

"Is there anything I could get you, dry clothes"
"yeah, could I get some clothes"
I went and got some of Heidi's stuff she had left here. Yeah she takes refrigerator magnets, but forgets her clothes.
"wow, women's clothes Filppula?"
"their my exes"
"OH, well thanks"
"no problem, if there's anything I can get you, I'm right across the hall" I said as began to walk out and shut the door.
"Val"
"yep" I said as I turned around.
"Thanks" she said with a smile
"your welcome"

My POV

When I woke up, It was weird. I guess I'm not used to waking up in a guys house, with out being spooned or groped by a guy. I guess that makes me a slut. But I guess that's me. I looked over and it was a 7:45. I laid in the bed, and observed his spare room. Even being a spare bed room, it was so organized. Every thing was in its place, and neat. nothing like my place. Clothes thrown every where, and hockey stuff all over. I lad my head down on the pillow, only to have my phone blast in my ear. My ringer was the wings horn when they scored, so I knew it was my dad.

"hello"
"hello, Rebekah where are you"he sounded worried, not the first time hes sounded that way.
"um, yeah dad, the car broke down, soo...."
"So what"
"well Val, saw me and......."
"Oh my God Rebekah, your first day on the job and you've already slept with one of my players"
"No I didn't, he knew you were gonna be pissed if I came home without the car, so he offered to let me stay"
"OK, I just know how you are, and that you sometimes..."
"yeah we know" I said in disgusts that my dad even thinks I'm a slut.
"well is there anything I bring you"
"actually yeah, can you bring me a pair of jeans, my black sweater with the zipper, my black clogs,a belt and a new pair of underwear and a bra"
"anything else"
"oh, yeah, toiletries, and a blow drier"
"oh my God Rebekah, who are you trying to impress"
"you daddy"I said all sweet trying to make him like me again
"awww,that's a load of crap well I'll see you when you get to the Joe"
"OK, love you..."
Before I could that out he hung up the phone. I'm not gonna lie. That hurt like hell. and I couldn't help but cry a little. He couldn't even tell his only child he loved her. What have I done to hurt him.

Well anyways I walked down the huge stair case to find Val eating cereal. He was so hot in his t-shirt and gym shorts.
"Good Morning"
"good, morning"
"SO was that your dad you were talking to"
"oh, yeah," I said sit across from him
"was there anything wrong"
"huh, no, just being Dad"
"oh, OK, do you want anything"
"umm do you have tea"
"Yeah" he said as he got up and made me a cup.
He sat back down, and just stared into my eyes. It was weird, because I could tell he saw through me. All my insecurities, all my problems, everything.
I kinda liked it because, he didn't try anything, like the others, he was a perfect gentleman. Something I was just not use to.

"So, I'm guessing you need a ride to the Joe"
"yeah, is that possible, I could get one from you, I mean, you've already done enough and......"
"Rebekah, your not bothering me one bit, don't worry about it" He said and smiled, it made me feel warm inside. Something I had never felt, like, EVER!

Well we got ready, only clothes I had was my clubbing clothes, and my hair looked a mess I tried fixing it by putting back in a ponytail. And of course Val looked hot, with his suit, and his hair nice and showered. Me I looked like one of those girls sneaking back into their apartment at 6:00 in the morning after a one night stand.

The car ride was pretty comfortable. He just laughed at my on going talking, and funny stories, and I knew that he didn't want to get into my pants.

When we got to the Joe, we casually walked in. We didn't get to many stares, but we got one big stare. From my dad.

"Rebekah, your stuff is the visitor locker room"
"thanks dad"
"yeah hurry, because your the only trainer here"
"what? where's Jon"
"He's sick, so you actually have to work"
"what do you mean, I do work"
by that time Val had went to his locker room but I could see him behind my dad still watching. He was hot, but not sneaky.
"yeah, work on getting men"
"Whatever, dad, yeah I'll hurry" I said as I walked away, and tried not to cry, or through something at him, or both.

I took my shower, and did my make-up, and got dressed. For having a hard night and morning, I looked exceptionally cute. Even hurrying as fast as I could I still was good 15 minutes late. I took my place on the bench and observed. I observed how each player played. I mean, since I played hockey, I tended to critique players, and they way they played. I observed Val, he was smooth, kinda quick, but lacked confidence. He was super shy. I felt myself very attracted to him. But I've been known to be attracted to Hockey players. If their good at hockey, their hot in my book.

During the water break, I caught Val, looking at me, and I smiled. He smiled back, and skated over to me.
"is everything OK" He asked.
"Yeah, why you ask"
"well I saw your little disagreement"
"oh, yeah, um that's just my dad being my dad"
"yeah I'm sor...."
"Filppula, water break done, lines now" My dad said
I felt stupid.
He skated away and served his punishment. I felt so bad. I felt drawn to him almost, and I don't know something was just different. I knew I was gonna fall hard with this one.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

1- Forbidden Fruit

Vals POV
Well it was December and it had been a good 3 months since Heidi walked out on me. I was still scratching my head about the whole thing. I just came home and found everything of hers was gone. When I say everything, I mean everything. Food, kitchen appliances, furniture, even refrigerator magnets. Who does that. Well I was just all around turned and confused. I mean I was over her, but I just wanted to know why she left me. Did I do something wrong, or was she just crazy. Well My game had been really off since she left, and I even was antisocial, even more than before. I went to practice, games, and home. I did nothing. I was feeling myself dissenting myself from everyone. Well Babcock was busting my ass even more, since we had to keep a high seed on the bracket.

After a hard practice, and a shower, I was walking past the locker room doors, I just happened to see this beautiful form. She was medium height, and what I could see she was athletically built, and her hair was long and curled. Her ass was very nice too. then she turned around, and she was even more beautiful. she was fair skinned, green eyes, and she wore her make up dark, but not slutty. her smile was so beautiful. She was wearing tight jeans, and a red v-neck long sleeve top. She was standing there talking to Jon, and Jon's girlfriend, Hannah. I went and sat at my locker, wondering who is this girl.

"Meech, whose the girl Jon's talking too"
"haha, she's Rebekah Babcock"
"Babcock?"
"yeah, she Babcocks daughter"

Shes a forbidden fruit. Well I still wanted to know more.

"yeah, shes the knew trainer"

OK that helps me.

I was very shy, and I didn't want to embarrass myself so I tried to pass her, with out doing something stupid. I was walking so fast that I didn't notice where I was going. Then what I had been trying to avoid, happened.

"Oh, I'm so sorry" I said as I ran into her.

"Oh, its OK" She said in a sweet tone.

"Rebekah, you know Val right" Jon said with his arm around Hannah's waist.

"No, I don't think I do"

"well, Rebekah, meet Valtteri Filppula"

"Nice to meet you, I'm Rebekah Babcock, I'm the new trainer"

"and, Babcocks Daughter" Hannah said.

Yeah don't remind me,

"well its nice to meet you, Ill definitely be seeing you around" I Said as I walked off.
"Val, were going for lunch you wanna join" Jon said

"Nah, Ive got some stuff at home I have to do" I said and quickly walked away before I could do something else to look stupid.

After I got home I kept playing the scene over in my head, and kicking myself for not going with them. She had smelt so sweet, and she was so beautiful, and I couldn't seem to get her out of my head.

Well game time came, I was running late, because of traffic. As I got there I rushed hoping not to embarrass myself again. And there she was when i walked into the doors. She was wearing a pair of tight jeans, and a Reebok jacket. I could tell she wasn't wearing anything under her jacket, because the top of her cleavage was out.

"Hi, Val"
"Hey Rebekah"
"OH, call me Beka, or Bek"
"Ok, Beka"
smiled a sweet smile, I couldn't help but smile too. Then I embarrassed myself again. I ran into Hulder who was coming out of the locker room.

"dude, what are you doing" He said in his accent
"Sorry man, I didn't see ya"
I walked away only to see her hiding a laugh.

Well all during the game, I tried to focus, but it wasn't working I kept feeling myself looking at her. during line changes, I was late, and I could feel Babcock getting pissed. but luckily we won. 3-1. After the game, I was headed home like normal. As I was walking out, Jon was talking with Hannah, and Beka.

"Hey Val, a bunch of us, were going out......" Jon said
"Um, Not tonight"
As I walked away, I hear Jon's foot steps behind me.

"val, Wait"
I knew I was gonna regret this.

"Yeah" I turned around.

"come on, go out with us, you haven't been out since Heidi, you need to go out"

"uggghhhhh, fine, but only for you"
"dude, I'm taken" He said and laughed.
"you know what I mean"

Well they decided on this club not to far from the Joe. I walked in and I knew this was not for me. But maybe she would be here. I saw Huds, Jon, Helm, Meech, and the girls sitting in a both in the V.I.P. section. She and Hannah had changed into some sexier clothes. She was wearing jeans and a low cut top with some high heels. She looked so sexy, but not slutty. As I went and sat by Helm who was on the end.

"Oh look whose joining us" Huds said

"Yeah, Val, I didn't think you would ever do anything with us" Hannah said

"Yeah, I needed to get out of the house"

"Well its nice to have you here" Beka said, which made me smile

We were there for about an half an hour, and I was ready to leave. This type of scene was not for me, I was more of sports bar guy.

"look at those hotties" Huds said" I definitely think I can tap that"
He jumped out of the booth,and made his way over to the bar where the two girls were.

Hannah and Jon went to dance, and Meech and Helmer found some girls to dance with. Which left me and Beka alone.

"so, your Babcocks daughter"
"what I cant hear you" She said
"YOUR BABCOCKS DAUGH......"
then the song "The way we are" By Timbaland and Keri Hilson came on.
"Val,I love this song" She said as she grabbed my hand and dragged me to the dance floor.

I'm not a dancer, and I cant dance. But she was a good dancer. The way her hips moved with the music was hypnotizing.

I kinda got the hang of it, I just moved with her. She turned around to where her back was to me, and put her arm around my neck. She looked up at me. I slowly moved in, I guess I guess I was drawn to her. Then My lips crashed into hers, and she kissed me back. She snuck her tongue in my mouth, then pulled away.

"I'm sorry, IMO sorry," she said as she ran away.

I was frozen. She tasted so good. What did I do? Why was she apologizing